Pains and Regrets (2)

 I have always been in pains as far back as I can remember, my pains and regrets always in me and I in it.

Only now, my pains and regrets are no more intangible but also physical like you and me, taking a hold of me and I of them.

She the source of my pain still follows me, Nigeria still follows me.

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